However, the way as makes it to Edward is loaded of sentimentalismo, pain and agony. The way as Bella reacts to the departure of Edward also shows how much the personage clearly thinks not to be able to live without whom she judges to be the love of its life. ' ' It if is. With the trembling legs, ignoring the fact of that my attitude was useless, followed I it for the forest. The signal of its ticket disappeared immediately. It did not have footprints, the leves were immovable of new, but I advanced without thinking.
It could not act in another way. It needed to continue in movement. If it stopped to look for it, would be everything finished. The love, the life, the meaning acabados.' ' (MEYER, 2008, p.64) In one of the inspired moments more of the Saga, Meyer places the sequncia of months after the departure of Edward (October, November, December, January) in separate pages e, with exception of the name of the month, also blank, demonstrating clearly the emptiness in the life of Bella now that Edward already is not more there. The life of the personage total and is completely centered in Cullen.
Its love is so true and so intense what, without it, already does not have more reason to continue, does not have more reasons to follow in front? its life if becomes only one blank page, where histories are not made. The time only passes, but Bella already does not live, because nothing more it seems to be valid to the penalty, when Edward if it goes. Exactly the improvement that Isabella has of its depressive picture is made in reason of the overcoming of its love. Isabella, after retaking the friendship with Jacob Black passes then to risk its life constantly, in a souvenir of the times where when it risked itself, it rescued it to Edward.